Nnngh, now when most of the work is over, (and new kind of work just starting, but I still have plenty of time- I must not think like that) it seems I have entirely too much time on my hands, to think and to do things.
D:
That's not good for me. Really. When left totally to my own devices, I go a little odd. Thank god for Internet and friends occasionally intervening.
So, I don't know where to start. This is all so sudden. There are books I'd like to read (but then there's books I should read) and things I'd like to draw (well, that I can do, now when I don't feel pressured anymore) and oh god so many things that I want to do but probably won't end up doing, and I know that already and it's frustrating. I should just focus on a few important things and leave the rest as optional.
Last week a lense on my glasses suddenly dropped off, to my surprise, apparently because one screw got loose. I had to spend the evening and the next morning squinting pathetically, everything further away blurring away, though the stumbling into things was probably hilarious.
It was like that when I was actively going to school, just a few weeks ago. I didn't have time to concentrate on everything because there are things that I needed to concentrate on. (I kept roleplaying through all this simply to keep myself sane. All work and no play makes me a dull girl.) Only the things near are the ones I could see sharply, and it was easy to block the rest because focusing on them gave me a headache.
I've got my glasses on now, all fixed. I'll be probably less active at some point, again, though not quite soon.
...Maybe I should make a list. : D

DAMN DAMN DAMN HAD TO EDIT TO ADD:
Watchmen movie. <3 Makes me happy.